I started blogging for a while and then saw no results so I figured I would just stop see if the world would care!
turns out it did.. after very few complaints I have decided to start blogging again why not I mean I dont have to do it everyday how bout twice a week ya that sounds good...
so whats new with me you ask?
well I still dont care about grammar as you can tell.. I just like to write.. you fix the mistakes, if you really care then send them to me and I will send you a letter saying good job your an idiot..
well Lauras been gone for like 3 months and it's been absolutely insane!!! But she comes back on monday that's a week from now.. ahh man .. ok I will be back this is a two parter.. thanks for coming back see ya soon.
Monday, March 10, 2008
So Lets talk about time!
1.) time is seriously going faster... I mean I was like 20 like 6 years ago.. and that seemed like the other day what the heck?? I remember when I was singing "Living the Vida Loca!" ohh man at this rate Ill be 27 in like a month in a half.. wait? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2.)What the heck is all this crap about daylight savings time.. Don't get me wrong I like it in the sense that it's lighter outside.. but this sleep is just messing me up, It takes me a good 3 -4 days before I get back on track! ohh well, I guess that is how the cookie crumbles!!!
3.)SOooo have you ever had to be somewhere in like 10 minutes and always findyourself late??? This is what I do.. I always say.. well not always but majority of the time I say I will be there in 7 minutes. EXAMPLE say you have to be there in 10 minutes if you say 7 min, then your odds go up! If you show up at 10 then you are only 3 minutes late not to shabby.. if you show up at 8 min your only a min late and you are right on track trust me.. you say 7 then people waiting count on odd number of minutes so your next deadline might be 12 min. Isany of this making sense??? probably not!! I know I just read it and was like what the Fudgebrownies with sprinkled sugar... ya I just said that deal with it!! ok done
4.) TIME... so Last week on friday at 12am ish My Grandma passed away! I was coming back from a beautiful day at the beach with my girlfriend Laura. We were looking at the BEach and just Enmjoying Gods creation! When I got back to the car I called home and my mom told me that My grandma or "Abuelita Juana" as I called her, was probably on her way out. I hung up the phone Told Laura and then drove
I probably got 5 miles before I broke down and started crying! See my grandma had a stroke about a year ago, and the last time I saw her was like 3 years before that.. so when she had her stroke I went to see her at the hospital but I couldn't get in to see her because of weird MExican rules? soo I was like whatever.. so she got home.. and lived for another 10 months. In those 10 months I never decided to go and see her :-( ...
Last week I was going to go and see her and take her a picture of me and Laura, but that never happened... IT was sad.. BUT SHe accepted JEsus Christ as her savior about a year ago soo there is peace in that.. she was an amazing grandma that took care of me and made sure I was safe.. she would give me pesos when I visited her just so I could buy candy! she would cuss to me in spanish and it would be hillarious.. SHe was my amazing grandma... I could still feel her hug.. she will be missed, SHe lived to be 91 and lived all her years to the very end!! I guess GOd decided that IT was TIME..and he wanted to bring her HOME! :-)
HEre Is my final thought..
TIME...for some of us it's short for some it's long.. we just don't know... so let's make the best of it... ok ok I know really really cheeseball and lame.. but really some truth to it...
My last thought.. I told Laura I know my Grandmas in heaven right now.. making people laugh and probably cussing in spanish...WEll OK probably not cussing in spanish..
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008
So I was thinking of putting a blog up and here it is I will cheat because I need sleep.. because I have to play worship in the morning at RESonate..
which I have to be absolutely honest I love worship here and I love playing worship here, but the Video serman.. ehhh Not a big fan of.. Sorry.. Just not.. We will go into details later.. ohh yes there should be a warning sign on this blog... no prisoners!!
Ok final thought...
I love GOd Jesus Christ my savior.. he has given me the amazing talent to play music.. I mean who can just be like hey I am going to play harmonica one day at church and be semi ok.. I love it THANk You LORD.. I know im not that great but when I play for JEsus I feel like I am at Carnegie HALL.. anywwhoo goodnight!!
Friday, February 29, 2008
Sooo Ya I missed yesterday but Cmon what do you want from me? I mean I am giving you free gold from this little thing I call my head!! I mean Ishould charge people to read this.. then they will be like " wow you have to pay to see what this guy has to say?? it must be amazing!!"
Yesterday I had my acting class and yes I am doing acting again.. The whole acting thing began in 2000 right when I graduated HS!
It's been a slow and painful road and frankly I hate this crap... but I aslo love it.. ohh well what am I going to do.. I am trying to break into the bizz like any other loser out there that thinks he has a look or any chance of landing a part..
BUT I bring something different to the table a secret weapong Called "The BOX, or can We eve say THE AXE, How bout 2 DAys?" any of this ringing a bell.. prob not!
WELL I know I am all over the place tonight but I need to wrap it up I need to get music ready for my party tomorrow at 8:30 pm it's a decades party. you can dress up from any era and dance to those eras music.. I got the idea from ME I thought it would be cool. I have to admit I was freaking out earlier mainly because I thought no one wanted to come and just it sucks to grow up and do your own thing!
I guess I wanted something were my friends and I could all get together and just have fun like in HS and College.. I guess it's just harder to organize things when your older.. ahh well life happens I guess, but if you come I will see you there ROCK ON!!
My final thought just like Jerry Springer.. GETTING Older is scary..
I remember I worked at a retirement home when I was 14 and I overheard two very old senior citizens talking to each other. One said any family coming for Thanksgiving
the other said "no" The other said any friends the other said "No" the man began to explain that he was the only one left and that all his family and or friends had passed away and he was just pretty muched ready to die!! I was 14 and was like OO CRAP I dont want to get old.. scary to think that was 14 years ago.. I just lived my life twice over since then!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but thats's life.. Kind of a downer last thought huh.. I know what will cheer you up!!
My Party see ya there!!
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Soooooo I am back blogging
First things first!
when I write I dont have time to check for grammar or punctuation, so just bare with me and enjoy what I am spilling from my brain!!
soo were to start! how bout Im back.. It's weird to think that when I had to do this for school I opted not too ?? weird..
So lets just do the check list
Umm 2008 year of change
Girlfriend uhh ya amazing Here she is
Sooo I guess this is more of an intro not much to say so
Heres the skinny... have you ever wondered why they say that.. SKinny?
I think it's because if a person is skinny there isn't a lot of meat to them so I guess you dont have a lot of meat... which means you dont have a lot of meat? hmm bad example.. anyways I guess it means like summary.. or some crap like that anyhoo
here's the "SKinny" I guess my intro will be WORK and LIFE
I graduated from the great institution of CSUSM in DEC of 2006 with a great degree in Liberal studies.. I decided not to continue with the credential program Im not sure why I didn't do it I just didn't
So Now a days I am just subbing at LIGht and Life School it's great I love it! but work has been kind of slim lately!!
SEEE theres that word again "SLim," "Skinny"! slim is like there's not a lot there, so when I says slime I mean I am not getting a lot of work so it's slim.. you guys are smart you get it!!!
ok ok back to me!!
So works kind kind of here and there.. I guess I am just finding myself... whatever that means..
So remember that Amazing girl I told you about well there is a great story to that.. and that is a blog in itself.. so I will tell you more about that later!
WEll I guess that's all there is for now.. hopefully you guys like my blog.. because why else am I writing this.. for myself?? well God bless and take care
here is my FInal thought.. Thank GOd for everyday of life.. why?
Today I was driving with Laura and we were at this red light.. there was another car in front of us.. the light turned green and we all just kind of lagged are go... before we knew it this stupid piece of crap driver ran the red light!!! It looked like he was doing 100mph what a loser.. I kind of just blew it over like good thing we didn't get hit.. but then I thought.. wow what if I was just racing down the road and wanted to be first at the light, I would of for sure seen the green light and hit the gas when it turned green.. then BAM GONE!!! Just like that I could be gone.. LAura too..
Life is crazy... I guess it's time to document it!! THat sounded Gay.. but kind of cool ok Goodnight kids!!