It's my party and i will cry if I want to

Sooo Ya I missed yesterday but Cmon what do you want from me? I mean I am giving you free gold from this little thing I call my head!! I mean Ishould charge people to read this.. then they will be like " wow you have to pay to see what this guy has to say?? it must be amazing!!"

Anywhoo

Yesterday I had my acting class and yes I am doing acting again.. The whole acting thing began in 2000 right when I graduated HS!

It's been a slow and painful road and frankly I hate this crap... but I aslo love it.. ohh well what am I going to do.. I am trying to break into the bizz like any other loser out there that thinks he has a look or any chance of landing a part..

BUT I bring something different to the table a secret weapong Called "The BOX, or can We eve say THE AXE, How bout 2 DAys?" any of this ringing a bell.. prob not!

WELL I know I am all over the place tonight but I need to wrap it up I need to get music ready for my party tomorrow at 8:30 pm it's a decades party. you can dress up from any era and dance to those eras music.. I got the idea from ME I thought it would be cool. I have to admit I was freaking out earlier mainly because I thought no one wanted to come and just it sucks to grow up and do your own thing!

I guess I wanted something were my friends and I could all get together and just have fun like in HS and College.. I guess it's just harder to organize things when your older.. ahh well life happens I guess, but if you come I will see you there ROCK ON!!

My final thought just like Jerry Springer.. GETTING Older is scary..
I remember I worked at a retirement home when I was 14 and I overheard two very old senior citizens talking to each other. One said any family coming for Thanksgiving
the other said "no" The other said any friends the other said "No" the man began to explain that he was the only one left and that all his family and or friends had passed away and he was just pretty muched ready to die!! I was 14 and was like OO CRAP I dont want to get old.. scary to think that was 14 years ago.. I just lived my life twice over since then!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but thats's life.. Kind of a downer last thought huh.. I know what will cheer you up!!

My Party see ya there!!

Jesus Velazquez

Welcome Back Jesus

Soooooo I am back blogging

First things first!

when I write I dont have time to check for grammar or punctuation, so just bare with me and enjoy what I am spilling from my brain!!

soo were to start! how bout Im back.. It's weird to think that when I had to do this for school I opted not too ?? weird..

So lets just do the check list

Umm 2008 year of change

Girlfriend uhh ya amazing Here she is


Sooo I guess this is more of an intro not much to say so

Heres the skinny... have you ever wondered why they say that.. SKinny?

I think it's because if a person is skinny there isn't a lot of meat to them so I guess you dont have a lot of meat... which means you dont have a lot of meat? hmm bad example.. anyways I guess it means like summary.. or some crap like that anyhoo

here's the "SKinny" I guess my intro will be WORK and LIFE

I graduated from the great institution of CSUSM in DEC of 2006 with a great degree in Liberal studies.. I decided not to continue with the credential program Im not sure why I didn't do it I just didn't

So Now a days I am just subbing at LIGht and Life School it's great I love it! but work has been kind of slim lately!!

SEEE theres that word again "SLim," "Skinny"! slim is like there's not a lot there, so when I says slime I mean I am not getting a lot of work so it's slim.. you guys are smart you get it!!!

ok ok back to me!!

So works kind kind of here and there.. I guess I am just finding myself... whatever that means..


So remember that Amazing girl I told you about well there is a great story to that.. and that is a blog in itself.. so I will tell you more about that later!

WEll I guess that's all there is for now.. hopefully you guys like my blog.. because why else am I writing this.. for myself?? well God bless and take care



here is my FInal thought.. Thank GOd for everyday of life.. why?

Today I was driving with Laura and we were at this red light.. there was another car in front of us.. the light turned green and we all just kind of lagged are go... before we knew it this stupid piece of crap driver ran the red light!!! It looked like he was doing 100mph what a loser.. I kind of just blew it over like good thing we didn't get hit.. but then I thought.. wow what if I was just racing down the road and wanted to be first at the light, I would of for sure seen the green light and hit the gas when it turned green.. then BAM GONE!!! Just like that I could be gone.. LAura too..

Life is crazy... I guess it's time to document it!! THat sounded Gay.. but kind of cool ok Goodnight kids!!

JEsus VELAzquez